SOMEONE SPECIAL :)

THAT SOMEONE SPECIAL ...
FOR THAT SOMEONE SPECIAL ...
I LOVE YOU NOW N FOREVER ..

every one has a special someone ..
someone make you laught ..
someone that make you smile ..
someone that you'all never get over ..
someone that gives you butterflies everytime you hear their name ..
someone that will always be in your heart ..
someone that you think about everyday ..
someone that make your heart race everytime you're near them ..
someone that just takes your breath ..
someone that no one can understand them except for you ..
someone that no one can understand them except for you ..
someone that people think you can do better ..
someone that the first time you layed your eyes on them ,,
        you knew ,,
you love them ..
but in the end ,, end up ..
not loving in the same way ..
not being yours ,, they say to just keep trying ..
but its too late ..
you are my one .. my perfect one .. the one that i loved ..
this is gonna be my last words .. my last goodbye ..
no more pain .. no more broken heart .. the tought of leaving you ..
is kiling me inside .. you're my  life .. my heart .. my everything .. you were the only one who understand me .. the same way i understand you .. i'm dying inside .. want to be with you forever .. i hope one day my dream will come true .. just remember .. I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT .. :)

ariny aq ta skola :(

ariny aq ta skola .. bab aq ta sehad .. ta taw ar napew aq asyik saket jew .. penah satu pagy uh sampai aq ta ley bangon aw .. mang saket gilew ar badan aq .. pas uh ,, bilew bangon jew ase na pitam .. perghh !! ase na nanges aw aq .. tapi ,, aq saba jew .. law aq gy skola pown aq tahan aq nye saket uh .. bab aq ta na owg len taw ,, bilew dyeowg tanye napew aq ta gy skola ,, aq cakap aq dew masalah .. yurpp !! mang dew masalah .. masalah kesehitan .. macam pagy tady lar .. bilew aq bangon jew dari katel ,, aq ase na tumbang .. aq baring ar alek ,, bilew aq baring alek , pale aq betambah saket .. emm .. na gy klinik ,, klinik kate tadew papew .. dye kate maybe aq penad sangad .. emm , pew xtvt yang aq wat samapi aq penad ?? emm .. tapew lar .. untuk ary sambtu n ahad ny , aq na rest btol2 .. bab ary selase minggu depan aq da na gy camping da .. emm .. aq akan tabah kan diri aq tok na gy camping minggu depan .. sayang aw law ta gy camping uh .. borang da isi da .. ta kan aq na nyusah an cikgu lak na soh cari owg laen tok ganti aq gy camping .. sapew lar yang na gy camping last2 minit ny .. emm ... k la .. stakat ny jew kot .. daaa .. salam ..

I LOVE HIM ..

" even if he doesn't love me back . everytime i see him , i get butterflies in my tummy .i know i can't change the way you feel . but something say that one day we'll be together again . every time i close my eyes ,all i see is you . i've never missed someone as much i missed you . now you will be the answer when some one ask me what on my mind . if we are meant to be . we will happen . even it takes a while . even though i know i can't be with you . and i know you don't want me back . i just can't forget you . it's so hard . I LOVE YOU . when you ended it , i hurt more than i ever thought i could . what happens when his your prince charming but you are not his cinderella , full with love . the hardest part of losing you is knowing that you are going to love someone else . while i am sitting here missing you . i know i should delete all those texts and emails from you . and all the pictures too . i know should erase every ( i love you ) from my head . but i just can't . because , you are the one , you are the last piece of my jigsaw . I LOVE YOU .. I ALWAYS LOVE YOU .. :) "

sad love story ..

boy : baby , we need to talk .
girl : waht do you mean ??
boy : well,, something has come up .
girl : wahat going on ??it is bad ??
boy : im leaving
girl : baby ,, please dont .. i really love you , please dont leave me .. i dont understand ..
boy : im moving away ..
boy : my mother is sending me to boarding school far away .
girl : i dont want you to go .
boy : baby , i need to see you tonight .. i am leaving at 1 a.m . can i meet you now ?
girl : ok , i will sneak out and meet you in the park .
    ( they meet at the nearby park and hug each other . the boy give girl a note )
girl : ( being to cry ) .. i love you .
boy : baby , please dont cry , i have to go .
    ( girl reads the note at home )
" you probably already know that i am leaving . i know this would be better if i wrote a note , telling you the truth abaut how much i care about you . the truth is i  never loved you . i HATE you so much . u are my BITCH ! n dont you ever forget that . i NEVER cared about you .. i NEVER wanted to talk to you n be around you . u really have no clu how much that i HATE you . now that im leaving . i fought u should no BITCH i hate you .u never did the right and you were never die . i didn't think i could hate sameone like you . i NEVER want to see for the rest of my life . i will NEVER miss kissing you ! i will NEVER see you and thats a promise ! "
      ( she find another piece of paper )
" baby , i hope you find this note . first : HATE = LOVE second : NEVER = ALWAYS third : BITCH = BABY fourth : WILL NOT = WILL I FOUGHT YOUR DAD "

so , i switched words ..
she goes to bathroom , she kills herself coz she has nothing to life for . he was everything to her ! the next day , the fone rang , it was him leaving a message .. saying he was still a live n not to worry .
     " i missed my flight coz i had to see u last time . hope you are not worried , im hear to stay for good . I LOVE YOU "

    * THIS IS FOR YOUNG COUPLE IN LOVE ! ( INCLUDING ME ) DONT EVER DO SOMETHING BAD TO YOURSELF JUST COZ OF LOVE *

MEMORI BERKASIH

telah ku cuba meminta kasihmu
biar menjadi ikatan abadi
namun apa daya
terlerai janji kita mngkin takdir yang meminta
bermusim kita bersama
menyemai ikatan cinta
tak mungkin kasih ku hilang
ku kunci hati untukmu
himpun kenangan indah
simpanlah senda gurauan
andainya kau kerinduan
itulah jadi penawar
sungguh ku terharu dan pilu
kasihku semai kau abaikan
putus nya ikatan cinta
mungkin tiada jodoh kita
menangis hati ini
ku juga bersimpati
hancurnya harapan ku
maafkan sayang
kasihmu yang berubah
aku pun tak menyangka
itulah alasanmu
pergilah sayang
biarlah rindu dikejauhan
menemani hati yang gelisah
semoga bertemu jua kebahagiaan

aq rindu dye larr .. :(

sumpah !! aq mang rindu gilew at dye .. maken aq na lupew an dye ,, maken ingat lak aq at dye .. aq cadang aq akan tunggu dye ,, pas SPM aq akan datang jumpe dye ,, and agytaw pekare sebena ,, slagy aq rase yg dye jew yg boleh bahgie an aq .. slagy tu aq akan tunggu dye .. tapy ,, bile suatu ary ty aq yaken yg dye da bukan jodoh aq ,, aq akan lupew kan dye ,, ntah ,, aq ta taw lar dye uh anggap aq pew skunk ny .. aq rindu dye ,, tapi dye rindu aq er ?? aq sayang dye .. tapii ,, dye sayang aq er ?? aq ta na kehilangan dye .. tapi dye na er ta kehilangan aq ??  adoohh !! blur la aq law camny .. da la ase sayang aq at dye uh maken menebal .. ukan maken bekurang .. aduiii !! yang penting aq ta na couple ngn sape2 agy sampai lepas SPM .. hahah ..mintak2 camtu lar ea..aq ta kan couple ngn sape2 .. padahal SPM lambat agy .. taon depan baru lar aq SPM .. tapew3 ,, aq akan tetap  menunggu insan yang aq sayang .. aq ta kan lupew kan kaw dearr !!

kebosanan melanda diri ..

mggu ny mang mggu paling bosan bagy aq ..ta taw ar napew aq ase bosan giler2 mggu ny ..kew aq bosan bab idop SINGLE ??come on lar mimi ..ny bukan nye kali petame ka idop SINGLE ..ka an da penah idop SINGLE sblom ny ..emmm ..bosan !bosan dan teros bosan !!bilew aq bosan aq kene makan choki-choki ..tapi aq malas la na gy kedai semate2 na beli choki-choki ..hahah ..CHOKI-CHOKI kat kedai tu ,,tnggu aq ea ..petang ty aq datang jumpe kowg dan makan kowg !!k ..hahah ..

adohhh !!!kenangan lame mengusik minda !!!

yunk !!napew ka ta gune enset ??ka taw ta ,,aq cam na gilew ta nga sore ka walaupown kaw bukan sape2 tok aq ..aq still sayang at ka la yunkk !!kaw kate enset abang yg gune ,,betol er ??ane gy enset abang sampai abang na gune enset ka yunkk ??abang kan kaye ,,bli la enset baru ..walaupown kaw bukan sapew2 da ngn aq ,,tapy ,,aq still sayang at kaw yunkk !!sampai skunk aq ta ley lupew an kaw !!yang kaw pulak bukan maen cepat agy dapat peganti aq ..aq ingat agy ,,yg kaw penah cakap yg kaw ta kan tinggal an aq demi pompuan laen..kaw kate kaw sayang aq sowg jew ..yunkk !!ane gy kate2 manes kaw tu sume ??perghh !!time aq nga yg kaw  couple ngn dak fom3 ,,aty aq saket gilew aww !!frust menonggeng aq aww !!ny sume sebab ka !!time couple ngn kaw ,,aq elak utk kenal ngn lelaki yg na knal ngn aq ,,aq elak utk pkai uniform kadet bab kaw katew ,,law aq pai uniform ,,nmpok semadd !!so kaw ta na lelaki laen tepikat tgk aq ..owk fine !!aq ta pkai unifoem kadet ..pastu ,,tiap2 pagy aq bgon awal bab na kejot an ka ..kdg2 kol 5 aq da bgon da ..semate2 na kejot an kaw pagy uh ,,aq ta kesah walaupown aq ngntok tahap dewa time uh ..kdg2 ,law aq saket ,,ka ta bagy aq gy skola ,,owk fine ,,aq ekt cakap ka ,,bab ka ta na papew jady at aq ..aq wat sume uh demi sapew ??Demi kaw yunkk !!MUHAMMAD NOOR HUDAIRI ..SUMPAHH !!ase sayang aq maken mendalam at kaW sejak kaW taking care about aq ..aq ase kaw mesty taw an yg aq sayang at kaw seblom ny ,lebey dary sowg membe ..time aq ngn kaW membe ,,aq sokmo gadoh ngn kaW ..bilew jumpew jew ,,msty cam anjing ngn kuceng ..ta penah dew sefahaman ..tapy ,,bilew da couple ,,kaw sokmo backup aq ,,time uh ,,bhgie gilew idop aq aww ..yew ar ,,owg yg aq sayang backup aq ...kyte lam kelas pown da cam belangkas ,, aq ase ,,belangkas pown ta cam kyte aww ..nmpok ar kyte ny sweet couple an3 ??hahah ..tapy ,,sumpah dear ,,aq mang miss kaw gilew2 arr ..camne aq na ubat rindu aq nyy ??law na cowl ,,da terang2 ta boley ,,bab abang gune enset ..yunkk !!tolong larr aq ..aq jady camny pown bab kaw larr yunkk !!law kaw ta mintak couple ngn aq ,,aq ta kan jady camny yunkk !!bab ,,aq akui yg aq sayang kaw mang lebey dari sowg membe ,,tapy ,,aq ta taw na aggap ka pew skunk ny ,,musohh ??membee ?? or someone yg aq still sayangg ??yunk !!aq teringin na aggap kaw lebey dary sowg membe wat kali kedue ..py ,,aq ta sanggop da yunkk !!bab ,,aq ta na saket yunkk !!time kaw mntk pts pown ,,hati aq cam na tercabot jew aww ..bab ,aq seda yg aq ta ley idop tanpe kaw ..bilew pk2 alek ,,bagy aq membe sgalenye yunkk !!aq ta na membe aq muncol camne kaw muncol lam aty aq ..law boley aq na elakkan yunkk !!yunkk !!ka ley janji ta yg kaw akan jady membe aq sampai aq maty ??sumpahh !!aq ta na kehilangan kaw buat kali kedue ..dulu aq da ilang kaw sebagai KEKASIH aq ..kali ny ,,aq ta na kehilangan kaw sebagai MEMBE YG PALING AQ SAYANG ..i loved u soo muchh hudairi ..tapy3 ,,kali ny sbagai membe ..aq ta na kehilangan kaw taw yunk !!ingat ny aww ,,aq sayang kaw sampai maty ,,sebab ,,kaw penah bhgie an idop aq ...AQ RINDU KAW YUNKK !!

sumpahh !!rindu kat ka yunk !! :'(

ny la membe dunie akhirat aq ,,ESZAL SHAHIRA ...SUMPAHHH !!!aq rindu at ka ..walaupown kyte da behary2 lepak same2 ,,jalan same2 ,,makan same2 ,,tidow pown same2 ,,bejage same2 ,,cume mandy jew ta same2 ..an3 ..hahah ..aq ta sangke lak yg ka akan follow aq n kak kin alek KL ..perghh !!ta puas dowh lepak2 ngn ka ..bilew agy ar kyte dapat lepak same2 ea ,,gelak2 same2 ,,nyanyi same2 ..hahah ..pilu gilew aty aq na lepas an alek KUANTAN tady ..yew ar ,,aq pk gak ,,bilew agy kyte na jumpe an ...law na tunggu birthday ka ,,lambat agy yunk !emm ,,"zal ,,aq rindu at ka ,,aq cakap dary lubok aty yg paleng dalam ny dew ..heheh ,,aq sunyi dowh at cny ..tadew owg na kacau aq sblom aq tdow ,,memekak at tlinge aq mlm2 bute ,,ka sunyi akk ??kew ka sukew aq tadew ??perghh !! tapew3 ,,aq paham yunkk !! "emm ,,aq arap ,,ka akan anggap aq kawan ka sampai akher hayat ka ..law ka na taw ,,aq slalu anggap ka kawan terbaek dunia akhirat aq ,,cam yang penah kyte penah janji an sblom ny ,,SAHABAT SLAMANYA .. :)

senyuman dalam kesedeyhan :(

sumpahhh !!asal aq ase down gilew aryny ??aq cembru kew tgk eszal mcg ngn owg yg dye penah sayang ??OH !!ta mungken larr ..bab aq ase ,aq pown slalu mcg ngn owg yg aq penah syg ..tapy ,napew aq ase rindu na mcg ngn <HUDAIRI> bilew tgk <ESZAL> ngn <SHAMEEL> ..ala . hatiku yg aq hormati ,,tolong la jangan wat aq down gilew2 ..aq na happy larr ngn membe aq ..aq pown tgk eszal kadang2 happy ,kadang sedey ..sampai aq pown sedey tgk dye ..ala ,,tamo la sedey2 da ..kyte happy larr ea ..tapyyy !!camne na happy law sume mendew yg kite wat uh dew kene ngene ngn dyeowg ..merate aq gy ,,sume dew kene ngene ngnn dyeowg ..ADOHHHH!!!aq rindu at EX PAKWE AQ ,,<HUDAIRI> ...aq taw ,,eszal pown mesty rindu at <SHAMEEL> an ..tapew la ..kyte adapi la mendew ny sume same2 ea ... :(

W.I.T.H M.Y B.F.F

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE !!

11 MARCH 2011 ..genap la umurku menjadi 16 taon ..alamk ,,da tue la aq ny ??hahah ..tapew ,,bia umo yg tue ..yg penting hati still mude ..hahah .."MIMI ,,HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,,SMOGE PANJANG UMO N DIMURAHKAN REZEKI ..HAHAH ,,DA TUE DA MIMI .."ayat tu la yg slalu kua dari mulot membe2 aq if hari jady datang menjelma dalam sekelip mate ..hahah ..emm ..birthday aq ta seceria dulu ..taon lepas ,,aq celebrate birthday aq ngn BFF aq ..py ,,skunk ny ,,owg yg wish birthday tok aq ,,sume owg baru ..em ,,kan best law aq still dew at sisi kowg ..msty bhgie idop aq an bilew dew at sisi kowg ..emm ...tapew3 ..esok maybe aq gy kuantan .jumpe BFF aq yg sekian lame da ta jumpe dye ...hahah .." rindu kaw la eszal " ..hah !na taw ta ,,aryny an birthday aq ..aq  salen la nota PD yg ckgu tulis at depan uh ..before wat nota ,,msty la kene adew hari n tarikh an ??hahha !!ny kesah nye ,,tme tlis hari tu da btol da ..bile turn tulis tarikh lak ,,pown da btol da 11 MARCH ..tapy3 ,,taon dye aq clap tls ..spatot nye 11 MARCH 2011 ..tapy aq gy tls 11 MARCH 1995 ..hahah ..tahh papew tah ..hahah ...camne la aq ley clap ..padahal mende kecik jew ..naseb baek aq pasan ..law aq ta pasan ?ta kew pelik owg tgk ,,batu lahir da pandai menulis ..wat nota PD lak uh ..hahah ..hah !!tetinggal lak hot story ny ..EX PAKWE aq ,,jady owg FIRST yg wish my birthday taw ..hahah ..wlaupown aq benci ka ,,aq tetap sayang ka ...DISEBALIK KEBENCIAN ,,PASTY ADE KESEH SAYANG..KAN3 ??emm ,,k la ..malas da na citew ..bubye ... :)

woii pompuan !!aq ta kebulur ar !!

wey pompuan !!ka ingat aq kebulur er at pkwe ka uh ??wat pengetahuan ka ,,mang aq still sayang at dye ,,pye sayang aq at dye da ta cam dulu !!aq dew pasaan benci at dye !!woii !!aq ta kebulur at pkwe ka uh !!!na taw sebab pew !!da mang sah ka yg rampas pakwe aq ngeekkk !!sebab ka couple ngn dye da 49 hari ..aq break ngn dye baru sebulan 4 hari !!mkne nye ,,ka couple ngn dye before aq break ngn dye agy ngeekkkk !!aq ta kan marah2 camny if PAKWE kesayangan ka uh jujur !!bongokk !!ta kan sebab laki aq na jady camny !!eh pompuan !!banayk agy LELAKI yg lebeh baek lam dunia aw selain MUHAMMAD NOOR HUDAIRI BIN JEMAIN !!!huh !!aq benci la ka ngn pakwe ka uh !!!ka tadew wat salah at aq ,,py ,,disebabkan ka tudoh aq macam2 ,,aq tepakse ,,,sumpahh !!!aq benci sapew2 yg berlibat ngn ka ngn pkwe ka ..ehh !!due2 gy jahaman la ..kowg ta diperlukan da lam dunie ny !!!pliss !!go to the hellll !!!!i hate you ngokkkk !!!